English version
Olla dear readers !!! :) ( smileeeee hee~~~) so, how r u today??? I juz back from Kl yesterday n when I reached home, idk wat the actually problem is because I can't access to my internet == so, cannot update my blog....haiyoooo.... but it's ok... at least I can do other things to gt rid of my bored-ness such as singing.... la~ la ~ la~ ( syok sendiri ) hehehehe... ok la... try to look up there at my entry title...jeng jeng jeng....today, I'm going to talk about love... ermmm... why love???? Am I in love ??? WOWOWOWOW!!! no no no.... I'm still single but not available... maybe I just stay single for this couple or triple of year...mayb???? bwahahahahaha... I realize who am I....I'm not perfect because I know I'm not pretty enough, not smart enough and not good enough like you guys.... so, no boys wan me maaa...( sad sad sad...look out for sympathize and attention) BWAJHAHAHAHAHA!!! Juz forget abt the nonsense that I 'm talking just now... Maybe I don't have a beautiful and gorgeous look like Eva Mandes or Angelina Jolie or Jessica Alba n Maybe I don't have a smart and genius brain like Albert Einstein.... N maybe I don't have a billion or trillion of money in my account...but I love myself because I am original n unique on my own way....hehehehhe....wahhhhh!!! what a long introduction....
K la...let's go back to the topic...ermm...love...what is love??? Love is actually the feeling that already exist in every human since we were born.... Love have a wide range of meaning because there are varies of love....love among friends, among family, between lover, between human n animals, between human n nature....we can conclude all this as love but the feeling of love is actually slightly different..
But today I'm going to choose the love between lover that r more close to teens nowadays.... Randomly, almost more than 70 % teenagers from the age of 13 - 19 have ever fall in love ( idk whether it's true or not...my own prediction...almost la...hehehe )...love love love... so, does love hurt??? or does love make ppl happy??? or is it good to be in love?? or it gives us more disadvantages other than advantages ??? Well, I can really tell you in details because every person have different point of view...
For certain people, love is the most blissful feeling they ever had... Love make they smile every second, every minute and every day of their life.... It's no doubt when we have someone that really care about us, someone that love us like we do, someone that willing to share every pain n joys together, it's the happiest moment ever..... But, not every lover will experience the sweet moments all the time.... because it's normal if we have to go through some obstacles and hard time....it's just like a test for us to measure the strength of our love...
For certain people, they feel love is the most painful feeling they ever felt in their life... the moment when they realize that they have to let go of someone that they really love, the moment when they realize that both of them are no longer walk in the same track, n what hurt the most when you realize that the person you admire will never replies back your love....all ths are the most painful and hurtful feeling about love....
I hope , all the readers n friends out there will never give up abt love when you go through all the tough n difficult moments... I hope you guys understand n try to accept the fate when he / she wan not actually made for you... dun be too sad... it's all the bitter-sweet experienced that make us grows stronger... God always sent us the wrong person in our life before you meet the right one because God want you to learn more about life... don't worry, your Mr. / Ms. Right will arrive soon when the time has come... God already made a great planning for us... so, just keep waiting ya ^^
Love is actually a simple words that are very difficult to describe and understands... Love doesn't hurt, but human doesn't know how to appreciate love... I hope you guys will make a brilliant decision about love... so, that's all about love...hehehe... daaa~~~
p/s- I do have some hard time about love...n in fact, now i'm still in the process of healing... : )
Malay Version
Olla pebaca2 blog sekalian !!! :) ( senyum pnjg lebar... heee~~~~ ) so, korg mcm mn ari ni??? Aku baru blk dr Kl smlm...n ble aku smpi umah je, aku x tau la ape mslhnye sbb aku x blh bukak internet == so, x blh update blog la...haiyooo..... tp, xpe... skrg-krgnye aku blh buat bnd lain utk hilangkn kebosanan aku ni mcm menyanyi ke... la ~ la ~ la~ ( syok sendiri ) bwahahaha.... ok la...cbe tgk kat ats tu tajuk entry aku ari ni... aku nk ckp ttg cinta....ermmm...knp cinta ye??? adakah aku sedang dilamun cinta???? WOWOWOWOW!!!! tidak tidak tidak.... aku masih lagi single tp tak available...hahahaha.... mungking aku nk stay sinlge utk setahun, dua tahun atau tiga tahun akan dtg lg??? mgkn??? hahahaha... aku sedar la aku ni sape kan...aku x sempurna sbb aku x brp cntk , x brp cerdik n x brp baik mcm korg sume.... ( sedih je bunyiknye...nk minatk simpati n perhatian siki t) BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! ok...sila lupakan perkara mengarut yg aku br ckp td... Mgkn aku x secantik mcms Eva Mande atau Angelina Jolie atau Jessica Alba n mgkn aku x sebijak dan segenius Albert Einstein...N mgkn aku xde la berbillion2 duit dlm akaun aku...tp aku syg diri aku sbb aku original dan unik dgn cr aq tersendiri...hehehehe....wahhhh!!!! pjgnye intro....
K la...kembali kpd topik... ermm...cinta... apa itu cinta??? cinta ni sbnrnye perasaan yg mmg wujud dlm setiap diri manusia sejak kita dilahirkan lg...cinta ni mempunyai makna yg sgt luas sbb ade byk jenis cinta....cinta antr kwn2,ahli klrg,psgn kekasih, manusia dgn haiwan, manusia dgn alam sekitar...sume ni cinta tapi perasaan cinta ni sgt berbeza antr satu sama lain...
Tp hari ni aku akn pilih cinta antr psgn kekasih yg lbh dekat dgn remaja skrg ni... scr rawak, lbh kurang 70% remaja yg berumur 13- 19 thn pernah bercinta ( aku x tau la btl ke x...andaian je...lbh krg la...hehehe) cinta cinta cinta... adakah cinta ni menyakitkan??? adakah cinta ni menggembirakan??? adakah bgs utk kita bercinta??? atau adakah cinta ni bg kita keburukkn berbanding kebaikan??? Well, aku tak boleh nk bgtau korg scr mendlm la sbb pndgn org lain2 kan...
Utk sesetgh org, diorg mgkn rs yg cinta ni la perasaan yg plg bahagia diorg prnk rs dlm idup diorg... Cinta blh buat diorg senyum setiap detik,setiap saat, setiap masa dlm idup diorg.... Tak dinafikan la ble dh ade org jaga n ambl berat ttg kita, bila ade org syg kat kita mcm mn kita syg diorg n bila ada org sanggup harungi saat suka dan duka bersama mmg kita rasa sgt2 bahagia dn happy sgt2 la...tp, x semua psgn tu akn lalui saat2 yg best2 je spjg ms...biasa la tu ble bercinta kena lalui mcm2 halangan sikit n mcm2 bnd lg la...mcm satu ujian la utk korg sbnrnye utk uji kekuatan cinta korg tu...
Utk sesetgh org pulak....diorg rs cinta ni adalah perasaan yg plg sakit n perit diorg pernah rasa dlm idup...bila korg sedar yg korg kena lepaskn org yg plg korg syg dlm idup, bila korg sedar yg korg berdua x lg shaluan dan yg plg menyakitkn bila korg sedar yg cinta korg hanya bertepuk sebelah tgn...itu yg plg sakit....
Aku harap, pembaca2 blog n rkn2 sekalian xkn pernah berputus asa n menyerah ttg cinta bila korg kena lalui sume saat2 sukar...aku harap korg paham n blaja terima hakikat ble si dia sbnrnye bkn lah utk korg...Tuhan akn hantar org yg slh dlu sblm kita jumpa org yg btl2 diciptakan utk kita spy kita blh belajar lbh byk ttg hidup dan cinta...jgn risau...korg punye psgn hidup tu akan dtg jugak lambat-laun bila dh tiba masanya...so, terus la menunggu ye....
Cinta ni sbnrnye sst yg mudah tp sgt susah nk dijelaskn dn difahami...Cinta tak menyakitkan tp manusia yg x tau mcm mn nk hargai cinta...Aku harap korg akn dpt buat kptsn yg cemerlang la ttg cinta ni ye...so, itu saja la ttg cinta...hehehehe... daaa~~~
Thx Dear readers :)
12th Chapter - Off to Terengganu for Chinese New Year
Zuhaila Ahmad Anuar
7hb May 1994
Raub, Pahang but live in Ukay Perdana, Ampang
